2.8.16

LIGHT



It has been challenging to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Most of the time I just try to push it as far back in my brain as it will go. But, it's always there. Never far from my thoughts.

Infertility.

The word is still too fresh for me.

Most of the time I feel like a broken record talking about it. Will I ever get off this roller coaster?

Even if I do, I'll never be the same. This has changed me, changed us, changed our family.

All of these questions and no answers.

So, I pray, I talk, I cry, I ask questions.

I don't have it all together.

I tell him to transform me. Let your will be done.

I don't understand, I don't know why.

But, month after month, day after day- I turn to Him. Creator of you and me.

Lord, let them see you in me.

"I keep my eyes always on the LORD, with him at my right hand, I will not be shaken." Psalm 16:8

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